The title is also my username, sue me.
Sorry, I'm depressed today so this piece is just me trying to make myself feel better. I don't think it is working.
I need to clear some things up, because a few of you are quite confused. I have been writing poetry since I was in the 8th grade. During that time, I was sick and depressed--and all around not right in the head. I was into self-harm, and I tried to commit suicide. It came out later that I had Major Depressive Disorder. ( And because I am adopted, we hadn't known it ran in my family. My biological brother killed himself, for apparently 'no given reason'. ) Doctors make me sick, I even see a white coat and I will throw up. Therapy pisses me off, and drugs do nothing. So, I found an outlet--through writing I am able to channel all this negativity and throw it out for everyone to see. But, sometimes it doesn't work and I feel like I'm taking one step forward, and two back.